I still could not believe.....

 ...that I am spending Christmas....with a broken heart....a crushed spirit....away from my family...in another part of the globe....

  I can't bring myself to be happy...I can't even smile...had a little of the delicious food that was prepared for the occasion....I kept on thinking about someone who clearly does not even think about me and does not want me in her life..

But as I pray...God reminded me that even if my circumstances has changed...His love is constant...He is faithful and He is always present in whatever season I am in....

Thank you God