Rerouted....

 

Como Desearia...

 ....poder pasar estas vacaciones de Eid contigo...siempre estoy pensando en ti. pero se que to no estas en mo. y tal vez ahora seas feliz con quienquiera que esta contigo....

bueno....es hora de visitar el lugar....el supuesto lugar de "nosotros"...mis pies se sienten pesados mi corazon esta triste....aun si es un buen lugar para pasar las vacaciones...

gracias oh Dios....tranquiliza mi corazon 

39 degrees!!!!!

 

#dubai #sohot #sunny

My Resolution.....

 

It will take time.....

 for now...it hurts so bad....that you want to get your heart out so it won't stop longing and hurting...i have never felt this kind of pain....and i don't want to ever feel this kind of pain again...

Thai food for a broken man....

After being sick for almost a week, I am finally back at work 😀

Actually, I don't really know if its really work or more of doing errands online and getting paid for doing it kind of thing 😁 but I am thankful for the opportunity.....at least I am earning while waiting for the right time to travel back home....(or might consider working here...the pay is okay 😃)

Danni treated me for dinner as she was craving for Thai food. We went into this Thai Restaurant with a funky interior 😄 and although I have my reservations for spicy food....I somewhat enjoyed it....the server actually asked me, "spicy or mild" and I was like...any other options...and she gave me a puzzled look....okay so I decided to try the "mild" one...when the food was served...I was already asking for water refill after just three spoonful of the noodles and the meat broth......and you call that mild....😅

It's currently 30 degrees Celsius here in Dubai....with predictions that it will go up to 33 degrees the coming days....

I'm still nursing a broken heart....can't stop thinking about her....I know she's not thinking of me....my messages were unseen....maybe she's enjoying her time with her new boyfriend...she has moved on so easily.....

While I am stuck here.....with broken shattered pieces of my heart.....

Living with the pain....

 credits to: Hanh Hanhie 

lidiar con el dolor

 

Another day....

I love you Mommy....

Having you as my mother is one great blessing from God and I am forever grateful for that. Your unconditional love and sacrifices are so much appreciated. Words are not enough to express my love and devotion to you. I can't wait to see you and hug you. I miss you so much Mommy. Happy Mother's Day. 

i need to be okay...

almond milk makes me cry

painful truth

 

Birthday Dinner....

Feliz cumpleaños Ponsi....congratulations...happy for you....gracias por todo...

 

Después De Tu Ultimo Mensaje...

 ..sé que ya no me hablarás... y la realidad es más dolorosa que antes. I was hoping and praying that we can have a proper closure...not like this...

Tengo tantas cosas que decir... especialmente sobre la honestidad y la integridad, pero prefiero no hablar más de ello... hasta este mismo momento... todavía quiero protegerte..

independientemente de lo que estés pensando y sintiendo sobre mí....seguiré orando por ti..por tu felicidad...por tu seguridad...para que tengas una buena vida....

thank you for everything...take care....i will always love you.....