God is always GOOD

 

lo sé....

 ......las cosas han cambiado y tengo que aceptar que nunca volveremos a ser los mismos...ya no quieres hablar conmigo...sé que me odias...incluso me dijiste que me fuera al infierno...

Pero no importa cuánto tiempo pase ni cuán lejos nos alejemos, siempre serás a quien he amado con todo mi corazón y mi alma y con todo lo que tenía.

Aunque no vuelvas a hablarme nunca más... aunque no quieras verme nunca más... aunque me olvides, aunque me convierta en un simple recuerdo para ti, yo nunca te olvidaré.

Siempre estoy pensando en ti... rezo por ti... y te amaré mientras mi corazón deje de latir..... no sé si alguna vez me recuperaré de esta ruptura...

I'll be over you...

 someday...i'll be over you....

today's prayer....

 

Only Reminds Me Of You.....

 

So i sneaked out.....

 ....no, no...not to look for her.....I just want to explore some parts of Dubai...before going home to San Francisco..

....when the cab driver asked me where I am heading...i just simply told him to bring me to a place where I can buy fruits and vegetables but a a little farther from where I came from....I can sense that he's a bit skeptical...since he saw that I was using a cane...and I look like I don't have enough money to pay for the fare....😆

...and then two hours after....someone checked on me, scolded me, she panicked and got worried that I  might get lost again...it actually happened twice...not really super lost....I guess I just got confused....or it's still an aftermath of the TBI....i don't know...

...don't worry now, I am back in Al Barari...safe and sound...bought some vegetables and fruits....just to satisfy my cravings for freshly squeeze cold pressed fruits and vegetable juices..

thank you...danni

(as promised, I am posting the one that you edited, why did you choose that emoji???)

note: she's my nurse/caregiver....

Please pray for my Mommy

She was admitted due to high blood pressure and panic attacks. I am in touch with my family back in San Francisco and they told me that she's feeling a lot better now but there are other issues that the doctors would like to check so she had to stay for two (2) more days there at the hospital. I feel so sad that I am unable to personally take care of her as I used to do. 

Working on my medical clearance so I can finally travel back home. I am earnestly asking for whoever reads or checks this blog to please say a healing prayer for my mother. Thank you so much.

the hardest part.....

sobreviviendo el día.....

 .....con el corazón roto y el espíritu aplastado...

Dios, por favor ayúdame a superar esto....

Trusting GOD....