a sign?

 exchanging messages

 i've been wanting to call her

but i don't know if its the right thing to do

she seemed busy

my head was hurting

she told me to take my medicines and rest

oh before she would call and would stay with me until i fall asleep

maybe i was expecting too much

i sent a sad emoji

she asked if i am okay

i could not tell her that i am not

and that i want to call her and be with her

"i just want to be with you"

it took a while before she answered

"take care"

i was very hurt....is this the sign that i have been waiting

she does not love me anymore

i decided to take my "weider capsule"

drifted to dream land with my tears and frustrations

woke up after 4 hours....

saw a missed call 

was it a pity call?