......what your silence means.....
Call me stupid...call me funny.....but just like you...I don't want to assume...I don't want to presume things....because whenever I do that...I always get the blame...always my fault
It's been weeks that you are no longer talking to me....yes, you are answering my messages with "take care"....but I know it is just out of pity....when are you going to talk to me? I miss the sound of your voice
I want to call you...talk to you...see you...but I know....the possibility of my calls to be missed or ignored...just like my messages....I know you are online...I can see you liking reels....but chose to ignore me...and I understand...I don't have any right to demand that you answer me or talk to me....you have your own phase....your own mind....your own decision...I am no longer important....and I have painfully accepted that truth....
I am just praying that I would be able to talk to you...even for the last time...and I pray that if eventually we become strangers again...that we both protect what we had....I have loved you with all my heart...I was honest with you when I told you that I love you...I really do....and I still love you...so much...that I don't even know how to stop loving you...I will carry this love forever in my heart....
(I think it would be nice to see my birthday and your birthday on my grave marker.....just a silly thought)
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