tired

 and so there.....after hours of silence...she replied to my messages

imposing her own rules as to when we can talk or chat

without even asking if i am available during that time

and i felt this got to stop

i need to let it out

that i am not happy with her always imposing the rules 

and that if i was late or ask for a later time 

i would be nagged and then....it's all my fault 

oh so many explanations...accusing me of turning the table on her

i told her mom wants me to eat with them as she noticed

i was not eating with them or that i look pale and sick

then her mood changed....now she's allowing me to 

eat with my parents...but again, 

the arguments dragged on...as of this writing...she's still typing her messages

i feel so tired explaining myself 

yes, i am tired of this set-up

this situation

this constant nagging, blaming, all my fault thing

BUT

i am not tired of you....