Finally... finished my EEG therapy (qEEG) for TBI....2 more sessions for CBT and 3 sessions with the psychologist....
Also done with the visit to the cardiologist and the bone/nerve doctor
Exhausted but thankful for the improved test results
Thank you GOD
"The steadfast love of the LORD never ceases, His mercies never come to an end, they are new every morning, great is Thy faithfulness"- Lamentations 3:22-23
"For I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, to give you hope and a future" - Jeremiah 29: 11
Mom requested that I cook "pork giniling", a Filipino dish consisting of ground pork, diced potatoes, carrot cubes, corn kernels, green peas and tomato sauce. As an added ingredient, I always put quail eggs (my niece, Nini, loves it).
Unfortunately, when I checked our kitchen supplies, there were no quail eggs available. I decided to add regular eggs instead.
So during dinner, when the dish was served, Nini kept on looking at it and then eventually came to me and said.."there's no small egg Tio"
I had to explained to her that we ran out of quail eggs and she should try the big egg, instead. I took the egg and sliced it to small pieces and gave it to her.
She ate it, silently and without looking at me. I asked her if she likes it and she just nodded her head.
I felt bad that I disappointed my niece with the dish. I then reminded our helper to always buy quail eggs. .
After dinner, I assisted my twin sister Zia in washing the dishes before helping Mom with Dad. Nini then went inside the room with her Dad to say good night to her grandparents. She went near me and hug me and said, thank you Tio. I asked her if she's not happy because there's no small eggs on the food and she said "I like it Tio" then hugged me again. So I thought everything is already okay
But then when she was leaving the room before closing the door, she looked at me and said, "next time, don't forget the small egg Tio"
I just made a thumps up!
Love you Nini!
......valoro todos los pequeños momentos que tengo contigo....
....., cada pequeño segundo cuando escucho tu voz... cuando me estás hablando....cada vez que puedo hablar contigo....incluso la conversación más corta contigo...
hace feliz a mi corazón....
Extraño terriblemente esos tiempos en que hablamos durante horas... extrañó el sonido de tu risa...
si supieras cuánto te anhelo cada día....
Siempre estoy orando para que estés a salvo... que Dios esté proveyendo para tus necesidades.
Ya no tengo conocimiento de tu situación actual... tu trabajo... dónde te estás quedando...
una vez... cuando estábamos a punto de dormir... tu compañero de cuarto te preguntó sobre una fiesta... y estabas muy feliz y emocionado cuando dijiste... "sí"
Quería hacer tantas preguntas, pero sé que no me responderás...
cuando te extraño... solo miro tus fotos en mi teléfono... leo nuestras viejas conversaciones... veo tus videos...
Escuché tus mensajes de voz... y me dejé llorar y llorar hasta que estoy exhausto...
te amo... nada puede cambiar la forma en que me siento por ti... incluso si ya no sientes lo mismo por mí... no dejaré de amarte...
te amo tanto...reynalyn
.... .and had my morning run at our backyard.....for 15 minutes....
Feels good to be able to run again....Thank you God for the continuous healing....
Here's to a healthy TBI recovery!
